Past is a good place to visit, but certainly not a good place to stay.
While most of you girls want to be pretty, I just want to be happy. My definition of happy is known by myself and only I! ;D Hahah! I know I pretty much don't make sense right now. But I guess, THIS is blogging. Ha! Anyway, it's a new year. I used to make a long list of resolutions, but I slowly grew out of it. That's when I realized that you're not gonna wake up to a new year and do what you said you'd do since God knows how long ago. That's just how it works, if you're determined enough you'll do it. You don't need a new year to do something! New hopes? It's the same thing.
I used to do highlight's of my year as well. I grew out of it this year. Because well, life is not always going to be rainbows and butterflies. Bitter moments took place in 2010, that's why I'm not gonna highlight anything. And I will most likely stop doing so for the coming years as well! ;) But I must say, it was a smooth roller coaster ride! :)
A great year awaits! ;)
I know it's a little too early to sort out my life. And I know I've said that I don't want to live a planned life. But really, at the same time. I don't want to have a single chance of screwing it up neither! Thinking over and over again what do I really want to achieve. What is it that I really want to do. Why am I studying this course and the alikes. While a lot of my friends are already doing their degree, I'm still in diploma. Also, at the same time thinking if I'll be able to graduate on time! :(
Had a few things in mind that I've sorted out. Hope it all goes well.
On the other note, grandma hasn't been feeling too well. I pray for her speedy recovery!
he who makes everything possible!
So yes, bandwagon. I'm all 'hyped' up about 2011. But you know what? It's boring! Can we roll in 2012 already? Hahah! I'm kidding! But still, I don't find what's so great about new year's. Am I slowly growing up to someone boring? Because I didn't want to go out last nite. I didn't want to join the crowd to celebrate and welcome a new year. Or was it because there was too much memories in 2010 that I didn't want to leave behind yet don't want to bring forward? So much is going on my little head but I clearly know what should be done. It doesn't take a genius to know what's good for yourself.
Moving on, 2011? Come what may. I'm all ready. I'm ready for the bullshits, nonsense, downfall, bottom rock and whatever that there is. I'll still go through it! (: For sure!
