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Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 8:29 PM

Farhana was around today. Hahaha, well we're both problematic. Knowing the fact that I only learn from the best. (; HAHA.

See what I mean? :D

Anyway, pictures taken over the weekend.

Favourite picture! (:

And this is the out come when you have a "great" photographer. (:

I've finally completed my assignment! Well at least I like to assume so. Mid terms starts tomorrow. And I haven't even study a tad bit! I can sit in front here reading the notes all day long and yet not get anything in my brain at all. Thank God its Writing and referencing tomorrow which is depending on your skills and not what you've studied.

Pft, I'm feeling sleepy at odd hours. Well I'll call it a night and probably wake up earlier to study tomorrow. (:

Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 11:54 PM

Things ought to happen when you least expect it too. Should I blame the past for making me feel so insecure? I can't help it. ):

Anyway, maybe I drifted away as I was doing my assignment. I quit my assignment without saving it. The last safety measure to ensure if you wanna re-save did pop out, and I clicked "Don't save" Seriously? What the fuck was I thinking? I spent the whole day writing the conclusion and also doing the referencing but I've gotta re-do everything now. Pft.

A very stupid mistake indeed.

Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 11:36 PM

Apparently, Thursday is the end of the week. Why? Its the last day of class! Though I've always disliked class on Thursdays. The fact that I have to wake up as early as 7am to get ready for my 9am class! Yes I take that long to get ready, stop judging! But well today is somehow different. Class was fun and surprisingly entertaining! We had brainstorming, guys were require to write about what girlfriend's should do and girls were require to write about what boyfriend's should do.

Well, brainstorming turned into a debate after we've concluded which is the best five from the guys and the girls. I personally think that the girls points were way better, not being bias. But yes, I really think that it was good compared to what the guys had to offer. But in the end the guys won. Why? Because girls were being aggressive pint pointing down every single word coming out from the guys mouth. So yeah.

We had free writing before that, and its always fun to see the expression of my lecturer every time we point out something weird or funny or something unrelated. And whatever comes in to mind within that short period of time was total bullshit.

Received our portfolio papers that we did on Tues. I didn't had much expectations out of it, but was surprised that it was better than expected. To look back at the paper, I thought I could have done so much better. Oh well, what done is done. I'm satisfied. (:

Some random pictures taken at lecture on Wednesday. We were early, and had no where to go nor had anything to do.

BAHHH my face is so round! I hate my student ID. (:

And have I mentioned that my assignment is literally driving me up the wall? I guess if I tell you the topic, you'd say its a piece of cake. I am required to write about myself and the past. Yes, biography. Though it may sound easy but when I start cracking and as I walk down memory lane, I asked myself "What is it that's really worth writing about?" Not only that, but we've gotta include our critical thinking theories and also to cite people in it and then proceed with referencing. That's probably the challenge in this assignment. All this assignment craze has caused me to be problematic. Haha, yes I'll pick every small matter and make a fuss out of it. I irritate people! :P

ps/ I've finally found something that I'm good at. Does camwhoring count? I can camwhore from Subang to college k. Pity Farhana, she has to deal with me in the car. :D

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 11:16 PM

First ever assignment and its already dragging me to hell. How am I to face the others that's coming my way? Oh well, I'll just chill and do every task given. (: Spent some time doing my assignments and it was surprisingly fun and it made me realised that there's alot that I've done in the past which made me who I am today. :D

Like any other ordinary day, we drive to college using NKVE. A middle age man who was a passenger on a Civic started waving to us. They even drove at our pace so they could look. Not that I know anyone who drives a Civic. What more a middle age man? Should I be afraid? :S

Last Saturday, I attended one of my friends wedding. It was short and simple but it felt good. Marriage is one of the best gifts from God I would say. (: It marks the beginning of your life. (:

Look at the name of the dishes. Pretty weird I'd say.

Congrats Munirah & Adam. (:

It was a lunch ceremony, so by the time everything ended, I dropped by at Hana's place and we baked durian cake! Haha weird, yes. But it was fun and pretty easy I'd say. But the durian opening was torture okay? Got poked several times can!? ):

Heart shaped durian! So cutsie! ;D

I like the texture. So pretty! (:

Pss, why has Transformers taken over everyone's facebook status? Well, I can't wait to watch it! :D In two more weeks if nothing goes wrong. Yeay! (:

Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 2:14 AM

Things have surprisingly changed in a blink of eye. Things I thought I could never do, I did. I don't know if I should be happy or sad. But I am thankful. I finally took this step, I don't know if its gonna be for the better or for the worse. But at least I know I tried.

Finally, there's something to look forward to everyday. Someone that will call and make me smile. Someone that will text and make my day. I've figured out that I am really that simple. (: I don't ask for much, so don't look at me as complicated as you can think of. Though this person might drive me up the wall and make me angry but at the end of the day, he makes me feel on top of the world. (: Who is it? For me to know, for you to find out ;P

Pss, I've been thinking of cutting bangs since I've got this short side swept bangs weeks ago. I don't know if I'd look good but I'm feeling straight bangs but I'm scared of risking myself to look ugly, not like I'm not ugly enough.

Why I cannot look half as good as them with bangs? ): Please?

Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 12:28 PM

Happy Father's Day.

The man who makes impossibilities, possible. (:

Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 3:24 AM

It was either last Thursday after class or so that I find myself so jobless with exactly nothing to do. I instantly grabbed my camera and wandered around the house looking for every possible item to take picture of. It was very basic, very simple. I bet everyone can do it, but just for the fun of it.

Initially there was no meaning to the picture. Not until Michelle commented on it, well she wrote about the feeling and ambiance of the picture is right. The watch represents the time while the organizer represents the path in life.

You can't just take photographs because you want to, you have to wait for the right time when you have the mojo to do so. I am not any professional to say that, but its for myself. The following day, I took my camera and tried to take anything at all but nothing turned out nice. Maybe because I felt like I have to take the photographs and not because I want to. Do you get what I'm trying to say? Probably no, but yeah its okay. Haha!

Hopefully there'd be more inspiration to come along so that I can take more randomly.

First try on flash photography. Had some difficulty at first, but it didn't turn out that bad after all :D Hopefully there'd be more to come! ;D

Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 1:01 PM

Look at me and tell me that I am special even when I know I'm not. Do you seriously think I am happy? Well I must admit, within this week or so I've finally thought that I am standing up once again. I am more confident this time around to say that I've let go of the past. My rubbish collector took it to the recycle centre. The process was short, its all repeating itself. Recycling doesn't take that long after all eh? (:

Yes so I was saying, I thought I was finally standing tall again. But I guess it was just another false alarm. No doubt yes I've been happy for the past few days, finally. But things happen when you least expect it to. I thought I didn't have to shed any more tears, but I guess I was wrong.

Put that aside. Well, despite all these going on, life has to go on. No? Hahah, college is not hectic. I have a very flexible time table this semester. But its the pressure that you get. Lecture has been good. Filled with laughter and such. Been doing exercises verbally and its pretty interesting. Yes, first few classes you feel shy to talk, to voice out. But eventually you'll get used to your classmates and you'll be able to speak up in front of them. I am half way there. In short, I am pretty much enjoying class. (:

I had lecture as early as 9 today. Didn't had sufficient sleep last night due to something that came up, so I wasn't at my best in class. I have no idea what nonsense I'm writing because basically my eyes are only half open and my brains are not fully functioning, so till then, good night.

Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 3:44 AM

You know how people are so not thankful for the things they have? How people would always be greedy and just wan't more? Gah! I am feeling exactly like that now! I know I've said several times about putting designer labels away! So recently I've changed my MSN screen name to Vuitton, R. Something that I learned in referencing class. Today as I was getting ready to go out, I realised that I don't have a bag that could fit my kick ass camera and at the same time make me look stunning! Stunning in a way that it will make me look better than carrying my camera in a paper/plastic bag. WHICH is totally not global friendly! :P

So my screen name "VUITTON" gave me an urge to visit their website. Once again, I've lost to myself. There was this little voice that was whispering at my ears "You need it, you really want it." it says. And so, Palermo caught my attention. It looked at me and shouted "TAKE ME HOME!" I couldn't help it but to tell myself that I've gotta work hard for it. Yes I will.

Well the greedy me not only want the bag, thought to myself that I should be in search for another handphone. Looking at the fact that iPhone's running on edge -_-" I am still waiting for my dealer to get it done! And N95 have been with me about two years now. Pft. So yeah, I saw N97 and I was blown away by it! Looks like some sidekick perhaps, but I've always fancied high end phones. So I like it! And I want it! Although I'd prefer the new iPhone 3g S. But what's the point of have another same phone?

Well obviously this is not all, but I can't take these cravings anymore! Too much to handle! Well as all these cravings and wantings pile up, I've just gotta work hard for it. (;

Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 10:32 PM

" Loving someone is fine, but they have to love

you back or it doesn’t work. " — Karl Lagerfeld

@ 3:09 PM

I don't remember when, probably last week or so. Joanna Wang, was in Malaysia for the first time. I like her music and I've heard various stories about her weird behavior. Couldn't help but to attend the show and see how is she really like :P No doubt that her music is good and she can sing. And I was blown away by how good she strums the guitar!

Malaysia's weather is probably a little too hot for her. She fell sick the day after she arrived! And she also mentioned that she actually brought her promotional wear, but it was too hot so she bought her outfit at Zara earlier in the day.

I pretty much like this picture above, I don't know why.

She sang in total of 5 songs and 4 of it is an english track.

Came to my surprise when I first knew about her, she was just 19 then! This time around, 20 and she's going to leave the entertainment industry. Reason? I don't know but well I guess she have a good enough reason to make that decision! Maybe she has better plans for herself. (;


Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 11:48 PM

Had early lecture today and I must say it felt like hell waking up so early and going to college one hour in advance because of the jam. The traffic is not as bad as expected, only because its the school holidays! I don't know what would it be like when school re-opens. Although I am not the one driving, (Thanks Farhana) but being caught in the jam pretty much sucks be it if you're driving or not!

I've learnt something pretty interesting today despite the fact that our lecturer, Hardip keeps repeating the same word for the entire hour! "Plagiarism." Hardip would stress on the world gazillion times! What's plagiarism? I admit, I didn't know what it meant, and maybe some of you don't too! Anyhow, plagiarism basically means stealing something that is not tangible. Copying or imitating another author's masterpiece and claiming its yours. In academia bla bla bla bla, I can't remember and so so so so. :D So that girl who copied me committed a grave sin. According to Hardip that is. Haha! So much of a mass comm student who already broke the simplest and littlest rule of being a student. You failed, badly. (:

Why do I call my lecturer Hardip? Not sir, not Mr.Hardip? He stated clearly on the first day of class that he want's no salutation of any kind. Which I find it quite weird to be actually going up to my lecturer and say something like "Hey Hardip, did you receive my email?" It feels sort of awkward doesn't it?

I am anticipating for very interactive classes and look forward for the new things that I'll be learning. (;

pss/ looking for a new blog skin, why is it so hard to find a decent one?!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 6:03 PM

First day of class and I am doubting myself? Wondering if I am suitable for mass comm? Wtf? What kind of nonsense is this? I am starting to think that I am not really college material perhaps. I don't know, I am doubting a lot of things now. I guess there are a lot of things that I can't be picturing right now. After all its just the beginning of the whole sem. Why so doubtful? I don't know. Maybe its the new environment I'm in. I don't know how to adjust myself. But I'm not gonna give up. (:

This sem is superbly short, 6 weeks with 3 days of classes every week. Exam at the end of the month. Can they pressure me less please? Not like I don't have enough of it. I guess college is not as fun as I pictured it as. Its not as great as I thought it will be nor as cool as it may sound like. ): Oh well, hopefully I'll be able to adapt and cope as soon as possible. (:

Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 11:58 PM

Orientation was a bore. Ice breaking which didn't do us any good? Lol, okay I will not complain so much and be thankful. Yes I will. But anyway, we did human bingo. -_-" Ridiculous, no one admitted about them snoring! Haha.

And there was a lot of briefings, school, security, attire etc. We had a campus tour, and passing by the computer lab made me realise that there's really just so many people playing Restaurant City! HAHAHA!

Anyhow, holidays are officially over and I doubt there'd be time to have fun. Unless I'm having fun in class that is. I've gotta stay focus, but how do I stay focus when I am very distracted with everything around me? Pft.

I think I'm crazy, I think there's something wrong with me. I cry for the littlest thing! I have weird dreams, people like to leave me hanging in the middle of a conversation. I hate that, and people like to make me think a lot. Sigh, why do I always get myself into all this weird situations?! Sigh, There are times when I go to sleep, and I felt like I didn't wanna wake up. ): Changes are tend to be made, so let me change for I deserve to be happy. (:

My post is a bit rojak-ish. Sorry about that, there's still orientation tomorrow, so I'm turning in earlier. :D Though I just woke up not long ago. But oh well, nothing can be better than good sleep! (;

Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 2:48 AM

It was random. Last week when we were in a chat, we just casually said that we should go for steamboat the next day. *Talking about it make me feel like vomiting. Had enough of steamboat for the week. But nothing was confirmed. Not until the very last second of the following day. Hahha! Well, instead of having steamboat for dinner, we opt for Korean BBQ instead. :D

We sat there for a few good hours. Hahaha. We were there till 11 perhaps. Till they had their last call and also till they close their counters. We talked so much that we didn't even look at the time. But I must say that we laughed a lot and on top of that, the food was good. Not only that, the service was even better. ;D

We didn't wanna go home. So we went to Theng's bar. Which I then realised that it was one heck of a wrong decision! I was......... tortured. ):

And here are all the fellow torturers. Despite that, I had fun catching up with them and meeting new people. (:

Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 6:43 PM

There's not much picture on the third day. We took our breakfast at the hotel and walked around and proceeded back to our room. Took a nap since there was nothing we could do. Got ready checked out and went for lunch. Slurps. Talking about lunch is already making me miss it! :D Serves very good spicy food. :D Hahah.

Since we still had time we went to the cable car place to stop and take a look at the moving cable cars and we left. -_-" Proceeded to Porto Malai for a while just to kill time.


Accidental 2.

Candid :D


I like this picture. It somehow could be used as a milk ad. :D Hahaha.

Wherever I go. (; Caramel frap.

Entertainment. Flight delay -_-"

So long, farewell. (: This marks the third and last day of our trip. I must say that we didn't do much visiting and I truly regret it.

Check out the kick ass view?! Damn! Oh well, next visit then ;P Anyhow, its alright because it was after all a very relaxing and enjoyable trip. (: Had a great time :D

And did I not mentioned that in this 3d2n trip, there was a total of 1400 pictures taken!?!? Hahaha! I can't believe it as well! Hahah, but the process of it was fun. (;