I told myself I wouldn't cry. So I should live up to my words.
Gotta suck up and think positive. Its funny how when you think you've been doing everything right and then something comes along and its then when you think that why does it only happen to you? Sigh. I am here pondering and wondering what went wrong. Everything goes wrong when one thing screws up, nothing will ever seem right. Sigh. Shoot me alive please?
Or even better, tie me on the road and then a car would blindly run over me k? (: