I know how much I've neglected the blog but I just can't help it. Things happen and I just didn't had the mood to update anything. Those few days was nerve wrecking and my heart was sinking. But well, things are great now. (: Either than the fact that college schedule is killing me! As I'm writing this, I really just got back from college! I have an hour tutorial at 8am! And then the next class is at 2! What do you expect me to do with a 5 hour break? What more? Return home and rest. I am really tired with the hectic schedule. Classes from Mon-Fri starts at 8am. Which makes me wake up at 6am to get ready and attempt to leave before 7am. Looking at the fact that its the school holiday now. I can leave after 7. But when school re-opens. 6.45 it is! I'd rather be early to class than to be stuck in the jam.
I'm gonna get some rest before I gotta get myself back on my feet. Good day everyone!
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I'm in fear. Of how hectic the new semester would be and how the subjects I take would really pull me down. Not forgetting about my other half. ): Pft, felt rather scared and sad after talking to Willy about the subjects and how I won't be able to cope. But there's no one I could go to. There's no one that's gonna offer me some comforting words, No one to tell me that "Everything will be fine." ): Pft. Where's everyone? )':
Empty.
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Penang was awesome. Though it was just for a day, but I made every second worth thinking about! Why? Because of the great food I indulged myself in and I found the time to meet up with Ej, Xzendra & Wye Sun! Though Wye Sun is constantly at KL, but yet we fail to meet. Hahaha.
As soon as we step our feets in Penang, we started eating till we left Penang! I am sure of this! Hahaha! But we went to check-in in our hotel rooms first, but it wasn't ready yet so we went to somewhere for brunch! :D
Proceeded to a temple after brunch, looking at the time the room is still not ready yet. So yeah.
A very wrong place to cam whore eyh? :D
Ze view, from ze room. 35th floor. :D
Exactly what I need to keep me at ease.
Aunty Swan on farm town.
My dad on farmville, wadafak?!
Something more normal k? Photoshop! :P
Went to Gurney to meet Wye Sun, Xzendra & Ej!
Had dinner at Gurney drive, Mctucky chicken skins! :D
We went to Perangin Mall after gurney drive just to get dvd's. Cheap :D Can't wait to indulge myself in them. And, proceeded to Wye Sun's sister's place to visit baby Shannon!
Understand? :P In the condo's lift.
Ain't this picture cute? Look at Shannon! :P
Supper at Mccalister road. Slurps!
Ze grill fish is to die for k? :D I'll be back! Hahaa!
I love this man okay? He looks so cute in this picture! :P
That wraps up my trip to Penang! Oh not forgetting, my mood was a totally wrecked so I end up spending a couple of hundreds shopping. :D I feel guilty, YET happy. Makes sense? No? (:
I told myself I wouldn't cry. So I should live up to my words.Gotta suck up and think positive. Its funny how when you think you've been doing everything right and then something comes along and its then when you think that why does it only happen to you? Sigh. I am here pondering and wondering what went wrong. Everything goes wrong when one thing screws up, nothing will ever seem right. Sigh. Shoot me alive please?
Or even better, tie me on the road and then a car would blindly run over me k? (:
Holidays have been productive. Why so? Have been going out everyday, never once eating in, everyday going out, dad's scolding and mom's complaining. I can't wait for classes to start, only because I've been spending a lot lately. My mom walked in my room and said "You've been spending so much during the holidays! You spend less when you have class." Hahaha, what can I do? Just wait for college to begin in a weeks time.
Timetable's hectic. Classes from 8am till 5pm? Not forgetting the jam at that peak hour. What more its the fasting month, people leave earlier from their office. I'll be tortured! Driving in a sea of cars which is filled with uncivilized drivers. Oh, I can't imagine what will I do in the car. I have to drive slower and I've gotta stop cutting lanes like
some drivers with the exhaust pipe bigger than their cockevery other uncivilized human being! Patience is all I need.
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Dearest Brandon Ong,
Being together wasn't easy. I know there were times that you were about to give up, but thank you for not doing so. Or not we wouldn't be celebrating our one month anniversary today. Though it's just a month, but I believe that there'd be more months to come. I love you sweetheart. (:
Love, Rachael Wong.
Random, current favourite.
It was reunion! All of us were seated together updating about each others life. From friends, to cars to college to life to boys and everything you can think of. :D Sat there for approximately 2 hours and we bid our goodbyes.
One for the album. (:
I left for Mid Valley. Shopped for a little and watched The Proposal at 6.45pm. It probably bore the hell out of the boyf. (: I admit I was a tad bit problematic yesterday. I would find something mean to reply whatever you say. Okay fine, that probably sounds very problematic. Hahaha. Thank you for tolerating me, thank you for being so patient. (:
I feel rather weird to write at this hour. But oh well, what can you do when boredom calls for you? Everyday has been the same. Everyday I wake up to a text from my friend asking me to wake up. And she would never let me roll on the bed. Followed by a call from the boyf, and probably later in the noon, I'll just find a place to go to. Or not, I'll just stay home and rot. Yes, how boring could everyday be?! And besides, this little girl here still has parental control you know! Hahaha. Sad, I know.
Something oh-so-random.
I have just tasted thus far the best instant noodles. Taiwan's instant beef noodles. I have no idea how to read it's name but it starts with One - "yi" Hahaha! I don't know if its available in Malaysia, but if it is, I'd die for it k? :D It taste better than those that they serve in normal kopitiam's. :D I'm serious!
Today has been rather dull and boring. Had lunch with June at Parade and just randomly scroll through the mall. Dropped her home and off I went to Fana's place. :D I played guitar hero! Sounds so much like a jacoon but yeah, she had the guitar itself k! :P Feels cool to play with it, but I was rather shy! Since no one is putting wii into good use, I think I should get the guitar for wii and I can play it like a rockstar at home and no one would judge! Either than my sisters that is! ;D
I don't know where all my money went, but before I can even kick start the first week of August, I'm already pretty broke. The fact that college is out, I'm going out more often which also means spending more than usual! I should stay home so that I can save money! :P
Pss, diet.
Woke up and started cleaning the store room. And hell, a room like that can sure store A LOT of things. I really mean a lot! If there would be five empty rooms, there'd be five times the amount of things! The Wong's sure have a lot of crap ;D All the things are mainly from what we packed from the old house and didn't take out since then. Haha.
New shelves we bought from Ikea last weekend.
The bag we used to bring Benji out last time. Now? He's just too big to even fit in it!
While we were cleaning the store room, my dad shouted for my name. He showed this old school panoramic camera he used to have. It uses film! I don't know if it still works, but it looks really kick ass!
Panoramic 6x9. :D
I woke up feeling angry and a little frustrated. No replies, no nothing. And even later in the day, there was no calls or text messages. Not even a sound from him on Msn. I on the other hand did anything I could to release anger. I don't know how to explain how I felt, so painful to read that text message last night. I don't blame you if you don't have much trust on me, but not till that extend. ):
I don't know how I can prove to you, but I will try and eventually time will tell.
