There's actually this personal problem which has been bothering me for quite some time now. Not like anyone bothers to care what's been happening. Not even my closed ones, what more friends? I mean I'm actually avoiding it as much as I could but I know things have gotta be solved. Its just a matter of time! Avoiding isn't the way to solve things, but I'm just hoping day after day that things well be back in pieces. Things will turn out to be normal! ):
It seems like I have a lot of things left undone. I seem so busy but I'm actually doing nothing at all! Besides that, I've gotta get some stuff for my room, not only that I've gotta go for Amali course and driving classes! And which also reminds me to share that I've passed undang! 45/50! Also, I've gotta sign up for college and to get ready for college and such. ):
In a way, I'm actually feeling depressed and pressured. Yeah at one point I could be really happy and just seconds after that I could be really moody. Especially when I get to release the stress! I go all happy and then its when I get calmed that all the thinking comes along.
I'm all alone now.