Rantings, complains and problems.
Deal with me. ♥




Things aren't presented to me on a silver platter,
I make them happen for myself! (:
I am ordinary but living the life of an extraordinary. A pressured teenager working to perfection,
yours - Rachael Wong.

speak.

always.

goodbye, adios.

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Obviously, holidays isn't doing me any good! I wake up at 11-12pm everyday and ask myself what do I want for lunch. That's all I can think about, FOOD. Well it ends today k? TODAY! :D I promise myself to behave and act like a girl and most importantly EAT LIKE A GIRL. I've gotta start losing those extra pounds after seeing how much I've put on. I think when the boyf comes back, he'll be so surprised to see how balloon-ish I've turned into. Rawr. Not like I wasn't balloon-ish enough! Okay, no more eating! Craving for food ends today! Gym tomorrow morning! STOP FEEDING ME!


I'll mark my words k? :D I'll do what I say and live up to it! Cheh, so motivated! Anyway, have been wanting to get things done at college since the week started but never had the initiative to do so! Finally got it done today, went to college about 3-ish and got things done by 3.4o. Proceeded to Ou to catch a movie. Ghosts of girlfriends past. Pretty nice I'd say. :D Got me laughing pretty much. I can't wait to watch the Proposal too! I know, I know. All these chick flicks. Hahah, what can I say? :P It's love.



Somehow, it got me laughing. (:


I am irritated by how my eyes are making me irritated and how it irritates me and how irritating it is. :D Okay, doesn't make much sense but I am sure you get the picture of how irritating my eyes are right now. I don't know what's wrong, but it feels itchy and irritating! Rawr.

Been having a lot of cravings for food lately! Non stop craving for food. Thinking of food and just wanting to eat no matter how full I am. Sounds so much like a pig right? I've gotta stop this behaviour k! If not, at the end of the day I'll look even more ridiculous than ...... the fattest girl you can think of. (I wanted to put a picture, but i felt mean!)



Thinking of which subjects to take is actually getting on my nerves. Yes, its not that hard to decide which 5 subjects I want to take. BUT, classes are clashing and in between there'd be a long break! What am I to do? Not like I stay opposite the college right!

Not forgetting that I've been wanting to get a trim but can never decide if I really want bangs. What if i look worse than horrendous?! What if I look really bad?! What if I look fatter than usual!? Hahaha, I am so dramatic! :P Well, let me gather my guts and see how thing goes. :D






I will die for this SL600 okay? I want it, please. Grant me with it! Well, looking at the time i shall go to sleep soon and dream about it ;D

Good night.





I was feeling Ikea today!


So we went to Curve for lunch and headed to Ikea. There's just so many people doing furniture shopping it seems.


Just when I've decided to get that drawer. ):


Just being random :P


Which oh-so-great-parent would let their child to this?! Wadafak?



Thank you for inspiring so many people with the great movies/adverts that you've directed. I remember writing a post somewhere in April regarding Yasmin Ahmad. When Talentime was released. I was saying how much I want to be a part of a Yasmin Ahmad's production. Before I could even meet her, she left. A rather shocking news after MJ's. 51 years old, still young and as talented as ever. Never will I have the chance to meet her, nor work WITH or FOR her, not gonna have the chance to watch the Japanese movie that she's been planning on neither. ): Oh well, what more can I say? We've lost the one and only Yasmin Ahmad.


Slept about 4 in the morning and woke up at 9-ish. Thinking of going to the gym but June wasn't up for it. I got bored and I just drove out and wandered around early in the morning. Pumped petrol and drove back home. Was left with nothing to do! Got ready about 12 went off to Summit to pass something, came back with lunch for the family and then we headed to check out some condos. Yeah high end, pretty, but its cost up to 1 million! Phew. I nearly fell off from the chair when I heard the price.


So sexy. Chanel, oh I love. (:

Have I mentioned that my first sem came to an end? :D Got over with mid terms and finals and I hope I did great! 3 weeks of holidays and I have no plans at all! Gah, I hope I won't be staying hope and putting on weight k! Which I already have! BAH!

Friends: Please update your blog, i ran out of blog to read!


I am MC HAMMER broke! I spent so much today. Considered much because its more than usual! :P Well looking on the bright side, it's end of the month. Allowance soon. (: I'll keep k? I'll try at least.

Had lunch with June and shopped a little. After June went home, I joined fana and shopped more. Geebuzz. Didn't know spending could be so much fun. But then again, money doesn't grow on trees!


A happy looking girl :D


A grumpy girl driving. :D


I'm slightly abnormal for being normal :D


Ze great sun gives me perfect complexion. :D Good time for cam whoring is approximately around 6pm-6.30pm. (:



Thank God for this topic on WRS today. (: How I did? I don't know, but I hope its good. ;D



A relationship is wonderful when it makes you happy. But if it adds tears, sadness, headache and heartbreaks. Obviously it's not working the way its supposed to.

ps/ My inspirations for writing seems to be back!



I want everything to go my way, and I just cant seem to take a NO for an answer. It's so sad when your parents just don't understand. Why is it that I am different from others? We're all the same and you just don't make sense. Hurts me so much to think about it. ):



1 more day. (:


I believe I am one of the lowest when we received our portfolio papers today. No, I'm not assuming but I think its true. Looking at the fact that it's really THAT bad. When Hardip passed me the paper he looked at me and said "What were you thinking?!"


I was expecting the results, because I knew what I wrote. So I know what the results would be like! The topic was "Is prisons needed?" & "Should animals be used for scientific researches?" Obviously, I wanted to choose the prison one, but sitting there for 10 minutes, nothing came to mind. Automatically I thought I should change topic! I wrote some nonsense, and the requirement was MINIMUM 3 sheets and I only handed out one sheet. I know right! WHAT WAS I THINKING?! Honestly, to think back about it now I could write so much more! Oh well, I shall learn from mistakes. (:

On the hand, here's something that can possibly make you smile.


Not at what the person wrote, but what my lecturer wrote. :D



3 more days and I'll be hearing from you again. I miss you. (:


Today's class was rather disappointing. Gotten back our assignment and mid term paper, and I must say the mid term paper was the worse. Assignment was also disappointing because I expected so much more! But looking at the fact that marks that every one obtained wasn't up to their expectations, I felt slightly relieved. Don't ask me why, and I must mention that it's always a pleasure to read what I've written in my assignment! I feel so grown up now! 18 years may sound long, but it's merely the beginning and yet I've went through so much! And I believe that there's more to come and that's when I gladly take on the challenge.

According to my lecturer, to obtain 25 and above, one should at least spend more than 5 days working on it. And in every day, you only have to use about 1-2 hour. I swear I used more than 5 days and every day was more than 1-2 hour! So where's my 25? I really suck that bad huh?

Tomorrow is the last lecture for WRS, final exams Mon & Wed. Anticipating for all this to come to an end. (: And after that, its the sem break! Hopefully I'll get to go on a holiday! :D


Woke up around 6-ish upon receiving the message from him. Talked a little and I went back to sleep, woke up around 10-ish and Fana came over about 11-ish.




Took these pictures for her and this is when my old school manual macro lens comes to good use k. :D After getting her things done, we went out for lunch and proceeded to college. Had an in class WRS test, and I must say for once, I didn't had to say "I don't know how to do." Be proud of me k? (:

On the way back from college, received a message from him and I'm glad he's enjoying. This week's class are surprisingly quite relaxing, and finals are next week. Which also means, I've gotta start studying. Its only two subjects, I better nail it. What more the next sem, we have 5 subjects. Preparing to suffer and also I wan't to go on a holiday can? I realized that I just can't stop asking for vacations! :P

Ps/ I miss the smell of your car, your text messages, your voice and most importantly your presence. iloveyou. (:




Addicted to this version now. :D


Yesterday's class was tiring. But no doubt its always a class to look forward to. But too bad it was already the last lecture. Came home and dozed off, woke up and started sneezing. Grr. It lasted till this morning k? Dragged myself out of bed and got ready for class. I hate Thursday's k? Jam jam jam. Urgh.







Yesterdays lecture. :D


Random.


Loved.


Me.



Surprise early in the morning, very sweet can die k. (: Thank you love. Though I was literally tortured. ):

pss/ i camwhore a lot, its a talent :P


Meeting that particular someone that will put a smile on my face no matter how much nonsense I make him bare with. No matter how much I irritate him with my statements. No matter what I say to be in denial towards him. He still have the patience to bare with me. Receiving calls from him after he wakes up simply makes me smile. That cute little face he puts on when I say something mean, that macho act he does after I say he's not macho enough and those things he tells me never fail to make me smile. (:

Trust me, I'll be there. (:



Awww! So sweet can or not! Noo, I am not abandoning you okay! I'll be there on the double. As promised. (:


Being in the same building, around the same place, doing the same thing, just with an exact different person. (: Always there when I need her. Though I constantly drive her up the wall with me being superbly noisy, not forgetting my self obsessed problem. She has to tolerate it every single day. Not forgetting my daily complains and happenings. :D I will learn to be tame k? :D HAHAHA!



I think I am obsessed. No, this time around its not designer bags or whatever. I'm obsessed with myself! (Fana would understand.) Anyway, as I was talking to my sister just now, I weigh myself and yeay! I freaking lost weight can or not?! 3kgs! Not a big sum, but its a good start! No? Hahaha! Yeay! More to lose! :D :D :D Although my face still damn round. But it'll take some time! :D Don't compliment me about losing weight, tell me I'm fat. Tell me I'm ugly, I will strive harder to look better ok? (:


Been hooked to cameras. Been searching high and low and been thinking if I would prefer a lomo or a polaroid? Diana F+? Blackbird, fly? Polaroid?



My sister says polaroids are not old school, they are elementary. Wtf?



Diana F+?



Camera's has played such a prominent role in life now. Be it compact or the slr. Its just so much fun snapping behind the lense. The satisfaction you get when you take a good photograph is just tooooo good to resist!

I am feeling a polaroid camera now, but after looking at blackbird, fly I thought it looked way cooler, and came across and thought Diana F+ looks so cute. Hahaha, I might end up not getting any at all!


Why don't they have such kick ass shop here in Malaysia where you have probably hundred over designs to chose from?!


Big kick ass lomo.

Just randomly browsed through a few facebook profiles and they've gotten the Blackbird, fly. Jealous can?


Somehow this mid terms didn't had such a big impact on me. Well, I don't know. Though I actually feel sort of relieved that it's finally over, but then again there's a portfolio on Tuesday. BAH! ):

Anyway, Kdu's management is fucked up can? They "threatened" to bar me for my final exam because I wasn't registered for any subjects. Why wasn't I registered? They "claim" that I haven't pay my fees. Please, I paid on the first week of the sem. Wtf? So if I get barred, who's fault is it? IS IT MY FAULT THAT THEY DIDN'T REGISTER MY NAME?! And when you go to the A&B, there's this guy with the most annoying facial expression attends to you and show some fucking attitude like he has enough of attending to students. If you're not keen on attending to students, then fucking quit your job okay? I didn't come to look at your face and tolerate your attitude.





Randoms.


Happy birthday Felice. (: Ain't she pretty? :D